Much like a baby witch who is still clumsy with her powers and is yet to learn how to master and harness their true potential, I feel like I have just let loose a raging inferno that I am frantically trying to get under control.
For starters, I’m amazed that I could hold it in so long. It should be a crime against humanity to repress one’s true desires that long. I guess then it shouldn’t be a surprise that it’s been a real struggle reigning it in. I’m learning to pace myself, savour moments and plan carefully, coldly, logically and scientifically.
It’s certainly a new life. Neutral. Neither good nor bad. But I’m living, and that’s the most important thing.
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